eluding the real me

2007-02-09T16:32:00.000+08:00

Skins - Exclusive Trailer

2006-09-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

temporary move to here.incase the hyperlink doesnt work, it's at cyn0sure.livejournal.combcoz blogger is a ruddy fucker that refuses to humour me with its time and space.**come to think of it, i think blogger is working for me now. wtf! when i post unnecessary stuff it works. @#$%^$&%*^%#$%$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. anyhow, if i doont post here in forever you know where im at! yea.

2006-09-18T16:11:00.000+08:00

is it safe?

lockdown

2006-09-12T02:01:00.000+08:00

last friday was an immensely traumatic experience for me. i was locked IN my own house. no, my parents didnt go berserk and handcuffed me to the house, but my dumbass sister caused the mayhem. she dropped the padlock on the floor, and the key broke inside. unknowingly, she locked the door happily. and the three of us were forever stuck in this chamber of dust bunnies and grimy undies. eeew.

one in four singaporeans are pathological liars

2006-09-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

DEEDDomestic Woes and FoesAsinineStop Playingim so intent on finishing at least one, but time constraints are killing me. need to buck up on studies. revolutionize me please.

crikey!!!

2006-09-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

he's gone. i thought it was a hoax at first, because over the years so many rumours arose pertaining to his death, and i thought this time it was just one of those 'times'. i know i'm a little crazy in feeling so moved by his death. heck, i think i care more about him dying than death of others. i never got to meet him. but i feel as though i know all about him n his entire family. terri, bindi

2006-09-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

testing testing one two three fuck. blogger please dont die on me yet again.

stars are blind and DEAF too

2006-08-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

i seriously can't believe i got the paris hilton album. surprisingly, i had the 'screwed' song about two years ago, so it must have been recorded ages ago. ok, her songs, the whispery ones all sound similar, and track 5, entitles 'jealousy' sure sounds like its specially dedicated to ex-bestie nicole richie. i really shld stop indulging in celebrity gossip. aahhaha. ok im even badder than ever. i

2006-08-23T01:43:00.000+08:00

black and whitei just saw this on the main page, and their irresistably cute! i always wanted short-eared rabbits. all i had was a fuzzy long-eared one that died young due to heart failure. oh boo. they are so adorable, omfg, im gushing over the cutest rabbits alive la. look at them chew!!! ahahha.

holymotherofgod

2006-08-15T02:59:00.000+08:00

it has just dawned upon my feeble mind that my exams are merely weeks away and yet i seem to still be so nonchalant about it all. i need that pierce in the side to send a wave of urgency flowing through me. i wanna start i really do. right now, at this unearthly hour, im making my final decision of which literature books i shld be doing. shakespeares are definitely in, then i gotta flit between

orange and purple lovely

2006-08-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!!! im quite proud of myself. managed to tweak the blog html-manually ok! it's still screwed up but im quite enjoying it so yea. who would dare deny me my two favorite colours of all time?i think there was an overdose of food yesterday at rena's place. i ate and ate and ate and yet there seemed to still have copious amounts left over. including an entire container of chilli crabs!!!!

verbal diarrhea

2006-08-03T19:56:00.000+08:00

i would like to talk about relationship today. just to say i'm glad i'm not in one. no offence to happy couples. but it really doesnt suit me. what's the point in delving into a relationship with someone whom u don't have a any love for? i mean no matter what people say, or no matter what that person may do for you, it wldnt make any sense to jump onto the lovaboat just because of certain

sneezing till i fart!!!!

2006-07-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

hello hello!!!! i think it has been forever. i dont know why i suddenly came down with a bout of sneezles n sniffles two days ago. but im feeling a-okay now. lookey here!!! <---bought nice nice blades yesterday, within budget too. like yes please, thank you. after the mishap resulting in a 11.5cm long gash, i really wanna have a pair of blades to call my own n blame injuries on. besides the one i

germany vs argentina

2006-06-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

eh phae, i made this for you!!!! nice nice? ahhahahahhahaha. im so artsy fartsy!!! yeaaaa. red red red is all i see today. so use my invite ok? because i painstakingly made it for you. yea right. i bided my time. and what is wrong with RENT? i really really love the movie. arent u proud i bought the dvd? ok so i have a biased opinion of it, so sue me!!! i lvoe it amyway. anyhow, tmr ij primary

FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-28T04:47:00.000+08:00

i knew the french would do me proud!!!! yea yea yea!!!!! go home pretty spaniards. patrick viera scored the 2nd goal in the 2nd half!!!!! ultimate elation!!!!AND ZINDANE JUST SCORED THE THIRD GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOOOOOOOOOOO ZIZOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!forget about the two minutes left. ahahaha. yes!!!!!!!!!!!!but fuck, they play

how to choose?

2006-06-28T04:04:00.000+08:00

spain has, undeniably the good looking boys, whereas france has my support for having an 'elderly' team. i sit here donned in red white blue, redwhite tee with blue shorts lar, and support my frenchies. all the time ogling at the hotties hailing from spain. fuck balls!!! spain had the penalty. dang that david villa, hot shit tt demoralised the french. and now look, france scored yea!!!! draw in

2006-06-25T03:17:00.000+08:00

hello hello can i post smthg? dont die on me blogger.

life in general

2006-05-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

has been bleak. not really. i would like to say that my life is dull and uninteresting, that i sit at home everyday and wish i had something better to do, but i cant. i have lessons to catch up on, mid-years to mugg for, and social interactions to fulfil. let me tell you about my television commitments.-Will & Grace is forever gone. their not making anymore seasons. im sad. i really loved them.

updated

2006-04-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

it's about time i update. firstly i wld like to say that after lights years of silence, ngee ann finally responded with a rejection letter, which was promised to arrive by 14th april, but didnt come till the 21st. this blows, but who cares really. and then i get funny email in my inbox, shedding some light on the lsct gl situation.now really, these people evidently miss me alot, even when i no

it's new to me

2006-04-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

some changes have occurred in my godforsaken life recently. i've left ngee ann behind me for good. seems lsct directors don't even have the decency to send me a letter or email of rejection to my appeal against dismissal. tried explaining that i'm not begging to get back into science faculty, i had my sights on crawling my way into mass comm. ys, i had to resort to that. unfortunately for me,

i wanna see these

2006-03-30T14:33:00.000+08:00

VforvendettaRENTrussiandollsiceage2scarymovie4thedavincicodethankyouforsmokingmrshendersonpresentstsotsimunichtristan&isoldethedevilwearspradathat would be $7 x 12 = $84*RENT, who wanna see with me? desperately. i read that it's gonna be uncensored, jsut praying that the rating is m18. motherfuckers better not make it R21. who wants to listen to the 2CD soundtrack? i got it! and have been

wassup!!!!!!!

2006-03-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

i think im becoming a lush. almost. but i had better enjoy myself before the dreaded results, righto? i dont have any pictures from the post dnd at mos, andi dont think i want any of those pictures anyway. ahhaha. because i bet i look piss in it. had multitudes of fun with the people that i think i wont see anymore. hohum, i think i might miss them. hahahaha. mos made the lsct pple look less like

luck begets me

2006-03-15T15:59:00.000+08:00

once again, im stricken with holeinpocket syndrome. im totally cashless, no thanks to last minute driving lessons, which i hope would save my sorry ass and prevent me from failing friday's test. plus, i really need cash now. here's my sob story. left my bag on the table at the nus labs, some asshole girls throws it on the floor, to place her precious handbag there. lo and behold, a fat indian

purple...yea.

2006-03-08T16:07:00.000+08:00

stayed home today. i know im supposed to be in school for some fyp talks, but what's the point really? anyhow, ive attended them before, dont make me waste my time sitting through them again. going off for some driving revision in the evening, i pray to god i pass my driving this time round. i need to. anyhow, stayed home to watch all the shows i missed out on. and came across one of those old

pain and suffering reaps no reward

2006-03-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

"happiness recedes from those who seek her"tell me, what is so difficult in trying to find a little happiness in this short lifetime of ours? seriously think im suffering from this syndrome. my joys are all slowly slipping away. and i have no outlet, no form of release. i really do try to make the best out of my current situation, but i really dont know where to start cleaning up this mess. how

2006-02-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

inspiration.motivation.distraction.

what ever happened to _____

2006-02-18T02:19:00.000+08:00

i was busy searching for the past semester's worth of lecture notes, when i chanced upon some of my old stories and poetry. ahahhaa. what the hell, i suddenly find all these vintage stuff when exams are around the corner. shows how much i really do clear my room - never! anyhoo, i feel kinda sad that my adolescent/pre-pubescent literary works seemed so interesting, i cant even think of a better

take a look at this!!!!

2006-02-14T03:43:00.000+08:00

omg!!!! someone please laugh with me nnow. i jsut found these while looking for smthg else, and i cldnt resist it. hahahaa. check out the high socks!!!! what were we thinking? anyhow, i think this is all from sec2 teachers' day. coz of the pck reenactments and the blue netwire cloth on dia's head. oooh, and thelittle balloon tube man. ahhahaha. too bad i dont own any pics from the beauty world

royally fucked

2006-02-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

better than me. those words have been on replay wherever i go to now. their all like broken records set on tormenting me. you know, i really am glad that he did better than i did in this life-changing examination. but still, it pains me to hear them comparing me, who did it over four years ago to someone who did it just a few months ago. it isn't fair to me. to be compared as though im merely an

dropped

2006-02-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

i was writing an extremely nasty view on the show nine lives, which i now find redundant to talk about. im too lazy to list down unhappiness with a tv show, when it's the unhappiness in life that is bothering me more. the exams are looming overhead once again. the same exams. i've taken them all before. i should be able to spot the questions by now, but i cant. i dont know what im studying. to

what is the word for unfortunate serendipity?

2006-02-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

i forgot i had a blog. seriously. i think much has happened since the one eyed cat. chinese new year was not exactly a blast. when your family is in a semi-feud kinda thing, it means u collect less money, visit less houses, and jsut plain feel the intensity in the air. much has happened in such a short span of time that i feel that listing them all down here seems redundant. but i will anyway, or

eye of wonderment

2006-01-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

i meant to blog this ages ago, but jsut been too lazy to do so. anyhow, this isn't a hoax. the poor sod only survived one day of life. i couldn't even breathe in fresh air, for it didnt have a nose. a cyclops kitten without a nose. it looks adorable though. if only it had a nose, i wld like to have one as a pet. im cruel, but really, i think i would either be the envy of exotic pet owners, or be

sucker for spice

2005-12-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

i'm sucha sucker for the spice girls!!! yes please, approach me and i will belt out a 90's spice tune. love them or hate them, everyone knows them. i think my previous spice tirade was sometime last month. bear with me, for i love the spiceys so. till the new year, so long!!!!!!!

my eyes can't open and my ass won't close

2005-12-28T09:00:00.000+08:00

i think i've fallen prey to a revoltingly disgusting habit - peering at my faeces to see what came out. no, i dont scoop the damn thing out of the bowl, i just u know, turn around and look to see what it consisted of. this is all thanks to a bout of diarrhea just before the xmas season had started. i had the worse case of diarrhea in the world, and i desperately needed to know what had caused

an update before xmas, ok?

2005-12-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

wow wow wow. i failed my driving test. but it's only the first time, so i cld try again - in march!!!! eeeks. what a long wait. anyway, here's a breakdown of the demerits i chalked up from that fateful day. ahhahaa.4 points - fail to confirm safety2 points - rolling backwards (slope, not enough strength to pull handbrake fully)2 points - incorrect braking12 points - fail to keep safe

i need to complain...because im a whiny arse

2005-12-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

everything is suddenly becoming very interesting. very indeed. anyhow, life is not as sweet as it turned out to be. i still have to settle an interview for my fyp. boo. think i had better go read up on some lab techniques or smthg. im totally clueless in the lab. anyhow, enough about school.news!!! going to bangkok tmr. and no, it's not very funny when you've heard countless people reply you with

i like i like i like.......and then i don't like.

2005-12-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

i like it that i got what i wanted.i like the fact that i got my 1st choice in fyp.i like it that my dad bought me the original RENT soundtrack coz i was bummed out at missing the stage portrayal here.i like that i finally bought the sims2 game.i like that i get to be an only child again for the past few days, and a little more.i like the samosas i ate today.i like bitching about pple with kiam

World AIDS Day

2005-12-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

every year without fail, my mother would travel to novena church after work to pray for HIV vicitms. every year on 1st of december. which also happens to be her birthday. it becomes so routine, that we all know the celebrations would be after 7 or 730. today happens to be world AIDS day again. singapore decided to finally screen angels in america on tv. but it's alright, coz i told my dad to buy

Congratulate me, please!

2005-11-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

YEA!!!!!!! i'm being extremely childish, but....guess what? i managed to light the stove all by myself today!!! yes yes!!! i can cook!!! omfg!!! i can cook!!!! come on, give me some credit ok. first time playing with fire. okok, so it was some instant porridge packet, but no one was home, and im hungry! omg...im so proud of myself, i think i can move on to bigger things soon. no frying just

RENT the church

2005-11-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going a little nutty now. i'm was paying attention in church today. like extreme attn, so much so tt i can pick apart that crazy old bat's sermon word for word. ok, not really, but i can break it down to reality for you.(boring talk on sermon at mass ahead....)he spoke on the arcane topic of death. what a morbid theme on our suppoed feast day. yes, there was a big carnival thing going

did i forget to menton that i heart the SPICE GIRLS???

2005-11-15T01:38:00.000+08:00

im on cloud nine just listening to these sappy pop babes of yesterday. ahahahha. you must be a liar if u said you;ve never listend to a spice girls song before, or that u were never a fan ofthem, bcoz i bet everyone was swept away by these ladies of pop, who beat the beatles record of selling their first single. WANNABE. yea, omg, im ecstatic!!!! it's like im stuck in limbo, and i dont want

hellloooooooooooo

2005-11-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

hello!!! just wanted to say im still alive. if anyone cares for that matter. so im being fickle and decided to return to blogger, coz i cldnt upload many pictures onto blog.com. and oh well, im too lazy to upload anything now, my holiday entry is still in draft mode, coz im just too lazy to type down a list of stuff that happened some time ago. shall post it next time. im being highly retarded

no revival yet

2005-09-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

ok. shall paste the link more prominently. some dumbasses have been asking about it.http://psychobabble.blog.comok. go there.

shifted

2005-07-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

PLEASE COME FOR MY BLOG WARMING PARTY ATHTTP://PSYCHOBABBLE.BLOG.COMshifted due to some crazy problems with blogger. heh. it wldn't let me in till now. oh well. cya at psycho's.

...wish it had been madrid.

2005-07-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

hey you all!!! back from jakarta. had a blast!!! wheeeeeee. anyhow, will upload the minimal pictures i took there. aahhaa. it's so few, i think i barely have 10 pics. im more of an observer, not a photographer. i dont have a very steady hand you see. aahaha. so yea., will update on my holiday sometime later. as for now, it's the results of the IOC dudes and dudettes! Londoncopyright my assit's

ZIPBISHBANGPOWKABOOM

2005-06-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

changed to a rockin' retro messy skin. whoop dee dah. anyhow, just wanted to refresh the minds of everyone out there. the body in a cardboard box. isn't it vaguely familiar? like hello!!!! it's the singapore version of the desperate housewives' murder. you know, the toy chest where the body of deirdre was found. right? right? i was like, OMG!!!! it's tv turned into reality. just found out today

bubblebath

2005-06-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

i know it's really evil to laugh, but when i saw this mail dwindling around in my ngee ann mailbox, i just had to laugh. never have i ehard of people ever trying to 'sabo' someone this way before. never. it's really really funny. ok, if any year two's from aquaculture read this, well, sorry to burst the seriousity of it, but it's kinda hilarious when well, i wasn't quite anticipating photos, i

PCK - Pui! Choy! Kanasai!!!

2005-06-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

it's a NO NO!!!copyright my assoh my god!!! i can't begin to express great regret in going to watch this musical!!! in fact, it was a bore, not a single laugh could be squeezed out of me. perhaps a few smiles now and then, but it just wasn't up to standard. thank god i didnt have to pay a cent for this blasted show, it wasn't worth it. tell me, would you pay to watch a show that promotes

skeptical of my return?

2005-06-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

wow. it's been ages since i updated, huh? hehehehehe. first would like to say how nice it was to see almsot everyone the day after my birthday. yes, after. i truly believed that half of you forgot about it. but im so whoop-dee-dah elated with dinner the day after. thanks for the pressies. the menu card was excellente. thanks so much my lovely ladies. miss you all and love you too. i was truly

name generators

2005-05-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

Elizabeth Joyce Arriola's AliasesYour movie star name: Chocolate PeterYour fashion designer name is Elizabeth MilanYour socialite name is Teddy Bear SingaporeYour fly girl / guy name is E ArrYour detective name is Dog ChijYour barfly name is Cereal TequilaYour soap opera name is Joyce BishanYour rock star name is Mentos CheetahYour star wars name is Elista ArrnooYour punk rock band name is The

left

2005-05-03T02:24:00.000+08:00

anne and nic left today. technically yesterday, but yea. really hope they tae care of one another there. yes, their moms were like super worried about them, rattling on abt what they shldnt do, how they shld take care of their belongings, esp the moolah and passports. cute though. pretty funny. oh well, we took the usual grp pictures, and as usual, we werent prepared for quite a number, and had

house of wax

2005-04-29T01:57:00.000+08:00

i tell you, courage is such a hard thing to come by. but, i keep forgetting to think about my results, until now. oh well. i all go pluck this courage from the garden of some heroic icon. boo. i've also realized that whenever i have online covnersations, technically any form or typed conversation or msging, i use the word 'boo', for no reason at all. oh well. have i mentioned that despite having

just my luck....it's been bad.

2005-04-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

check it out. ok, it's been floating around the internet for quite some time now, but i only came across it today. a 'last supper' replacing the men with women, and the supposed mary-magdalene with a male model. if you guys wanna read the actual article, here it is over here mateys! it really is rather intriguing, dont you think?mind-blowingcopyright my assjust look at the picture. would any of

it just aint right....

2005-04-22T10:55:00.000+08:00

so everyone doesnt have to ask...copyright my assmaybe it's my own fault that my term concluded this way. maybe not. but i swear upon the holy lands that i didnt expect it to turn out like that. the worst part is, it's been done, and i have no control in rectifying it. so no use crying over spilt milk, right? hey, who on earth get's 3 Fs?? heck, i've never in my entire life gotten more than 2 Fs

elton john

2005-04-20T05:39:00.000+08:00

yeps, here i am, stayed up the whole night to complete silly cow fyp reports. biotech is really sucha chore. i swear. anyhow, why elton? the tv, my trusty friend accompanied me throughout the night. and now it's playing the 'original sin' video by elton. oh god. i forgot how much i lvoe this song. and the video is funny shite. mandy moore as some cinderella, justin timberlake as elton john. then

euthanasia

2005-04-15T17:49:00.000+08:00

it's wrong. human instinct tells us that it's wrong to euthanize fellow human beings, or what we call mercy killings. yet, how could we be so insensitive to animals? ok, im not saying it's wrong to put terminally ill creatures out of their misery, but perfectly healthy ones? it's plain wrong. like alligators. just because they pose a threat to the residents of that particular area, it deosnt mean

mundane

2005-04-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

my life has become almost routine.awake by noon.attempted exercise till 2.ransack house for edibles, considered lunch.look at mom watching pope-cu-mentaries.make new computer discoveries.read fiction.recently, read project-themed non-fiction.eg: Sorption and Biosorption. entertain my pets. oh. pope-pu-neral.think dinner would be at 8. as usual.after that tv programmes.till late.sleep at 2am.life

rob thomas

2005-04-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

ta-daa!! rob thomas has gone solo!!!! and guess waD? his curly locks may be gone, but he's cute all the same!!! yeps. rob thomas from matchbox 20copyright my ass

legs

2005-04-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

mine are killing me!!!!

i am me

2005-04-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

i am me. i am me. i am whoever i say i am. eminem renditions. ahhaha. yes yes yes. i am me!!! only i can be me!! you nonsensical pple today. im so insulted. really!!! ok, not superbly insulted, but just, eeew. no one can be like me. i am a unique individual. i may be a little(okok, in comparison to the rest of psf, ALOT) bimbotic, a lot psychotic, and the only one from that sodden dept of school,

two posts - im bored shitless

2005-04-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

yes, i think it's the first time i posted twice in the same day. unless u count my very first post. i think it was two as well. anyhow....im bored to shittles. dang. it's been raining cats and dogs (mice and bats, frogs and gnats...) so i guess it was a good thing i stayed in. i was so bored, when the rain stopped, i went to gardens and bought vcds. blue car adaptations iron jawed angels

my first photoshop

2005-04-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

i really want this. *my 1st photoshop*copyright my assVW beetle *this really suxx*copyright my assamerican idiot *trying out some tutorial thingy*copyright my ass

movie wishlist

2005-04-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

my exams are finally over. big whoop. not. i went to bribe the acmb lecturer after the paper. told him to help me pass,coz i just wanna get the hell out of poly. so now i can finally get down to watching all the crap i d/l. and also, movies anyone? think alot of it hasnt come to singapore yet, but heck. i can wait. i dont have IAP, project instead, so yea, i think i wanna find some part time job

the TV addict returns!!!!!

2005-03-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!! I'M FILLED WITH ULTIMATE ELATION!!!! IM ECSTATIC!!!! IM A TRUE BLUE TV ADDICT!!!! today i saw an advertisement on tv that absolutely made my day. yes, from april onwards, thursday nights are my stay-home nights. yippee doo dah!!! look at the tv schedule, how could anyone resist this??? :1030 - the OC (season 2)1130 - One Tree Hill (season 2)1230 - Everwood (i aint sure if

plight of injustice

2005-03-27T19:41:00.000+08:00

as im sitting here on a decent easter sunday, albeit it didnt in the least bit feel like easter, i feel that life is quite fair. u reap what u sow. so im jsut hoping ive sowed enough to earn me a definitive passing into the next level of education. i'm still stuck on immunology. unfortunately, ive been the world's biggest bum; owing to the fact tt this subject totally throws me off focus, and

mathematical wash-out

2005-03-24T17:29:00.000+08:00

i think i'm one step closer to utter damnation. maths reeked. i thought i would know a pretty decent amount of stuff, but apparently i was just a little less clueless than before. oh well. it's over. no point harping on the same subject. i wldnt work miracles. yeps. on to acmb and immunology. think i shld place amb aside for awhile, sicne it seems to be slightly less taxing than the others. plus

you, or you, or YOU!

2005-03-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

wishful thinking. i shant elaborate on that.next up, watched smthg on tv recently, quite sadd, but i cant rmb what i watched. i cant rmb much of anything these days. really. but i do rmb this. how cld pple in this world be so selfish? i cant understand. usually when someone sks for help, people would naturally up and help that person, but noooooooo. u actually had the time to say "eh, no, no,....

all over again

2005-03-12T19:36:00.000+08:00

it is doomsday once again. how nice. exams round the corner. what a dull period. ok, more like hectic. off i go into a world of sorrow(not quite, just intense boredom). ladeedah. must pass everything. come on!!! you can do it!!!i can do it!!!yay. boohoo.

lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events

2005-03-06T16:08:00.000+08:00

i love this show. absolutely. i dont care what the critics say. it's like, whoa. and the kid actors, they were like so intense. emily browning looked so porcelain. like sophie ellis baxter. and liam aiken. phew, he's one hottie, and he like what, my bro's age? eew. ahaha. anyhow, the movie has encoruaged me to go get the book, coz it would definitely be better. i think daniel hander, the author,

sick`

2005-03-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

i think i am sick. feeling all melancholy. no lar. listening to stoically unsound songs right now. i dont wanna go to school anymore. i wasnt born to study. *sigh* i just wanna hang around and wait for telly programmes to start.ok, just read the "scholars' choice" section in the papers. every year i read this. and every year i sayto myself, i want to get that AVA scholarship, but my results are

smell of scrubs and fear

2005-02-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

Hospitals smell of death. They do. I’ve mentioned this before, I think. Bt today it was different. I felt fear. There was an old, as in really ancient looking lady bound to a mobile hospital bed. Literally tied down to it. She looked s frail and helpless, whilst the nurse cooed lovingly to her. I sat next to them, while awaiting my own doctor’s appointment.And got the fright of my life.The old

secrets

2005-02-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

it's funny how u discover someone's secret only after that period is over. get what i mean? well nvm. jsut thinking back to a few nights ago. when someone i thought i knew real well told me a shocking revelation. oh well. so many years now, and i realize i dont know her at all. quite sad. how things change. we all hold secrets within ourselves, guarded fiercely by our own hearts. oh well. we're

there's always a first time....

2005-02-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

so life has been pretty bleak. it has!!!ok, not really. anyhow, my cousin has made me godma to his child. so yea. thing is, the baby is like 3 months old now, and i've never carried him before until today. i always slink away whenever anyone suggests that i carry him. to be honest, i've never carried a baby under 1 year before. not even my own siblings. i dont know. i hate kids. babies. toddlers.

2005-02-16T04:27:00.000+08:00

my bitch and icopyright my asshey-ho to all of you!!!it's so freaking early, and i've been up since abt 8am yesterday till now. nearly 24hrs. insomnia. not really, but im gonna burn my days away. havent done maths tutotrial. havent revised for maths retest. my main concern.oh, posted the photo coz i was so proud of making a new discovery!!! webcams are capable of capturing still shots!!! i didnt

funny thing life is

2005-02-13T15:32:00.000+08:00

went to chruch today, actually,i go every sunday. am i holy or wad? but still, first time i actually understood clearly what the priest was driving at. dont know what made me 'tune-in'. he was ranting on about "if's" u know, "if i did this..." that kinda stuff. it hit home i guess. been pondering on 'ifs' all my life. oh well. made some sense to me at least. anyhow, was supposed to like go

funkaye ij & cny day #1

2005-02-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

CHIJLL out - click to go to site for details copyright my ass isn't it cool? ok, actually, since when would one be able to go clubbing for a worthy cause? in support of your alma mater too!!! funkaye? actually, it would be quite daunting to go, coz, ahhaa, can u imagine seeing your ex-teachers there? u know what? im just imagining seeing jac yip and her current squeeze, rmb the rumoured girl

pre-cny

2005-02-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

yeps yeps. kong kong, aka maternal grandpa, is in hosp. and their only gonna allow him out until 10 o'clock. so like cinderella, he has to go back into hosp by 10 tops. heh. no idea why he went in though. anyhow, kinda almost caused multiple mishaps today during driving. almost, i say almost banged down a family crossing the road, and than almost banged into a lorry, and almost caused a massive

not that!!!

2005-02-03T14:57:00.000+08:00

to all of you(who know abt it) stop sniggering!!! my self-advertisement for valentine's wasnt meant for that person to have an opportunity for some of u to take advantage of the situation and *ahem*, whatever. dont u all just love my spongebob skin?hahaa. alvin copycat!!!u took the underwear one!!why didnt u take the patrick starfish skin? anyhow, im so lazy to blog nowadays. no more lenghty

always a first

2005-02-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

there's always a first time for everything. and this time around, it's a first that i wont pass a single module's common test. in disbelief? well dont be. when i say im going to fail, i usually do. yeps. excellente. my mom allowed me to go on a eurotrip with nic and anne. oh, nothing else. wanna go driving again.i love driving lessons. i want to...i want to...i want so many unattainable things.

'missed' opportunity

2005-01-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

i havent studied anything 'cept for immunology since open house began till now. am i screwed or am i screwed? and im stil at chp 4 for immuno anyway. so not much progress. have no motivation. i fal asleep whenever i take out my notes to study. or i get distracted by a million other things. grrr. what am i to do with myself? im so determined to study, the drive is there, but the heart isnt. im

WORMS!!!

2005-01-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA guess whaT? hahaa. my borther wants to kill me. we just had dinner. and he kinda lost his appetite. coz of me. apparently i was half-blind when i was washing the rice, popped it into the microwave, took it out for dinner for just us two. hahaa. im so giggling at the thought of what happened,albeit a bit gross. so i was

fucking had it

2005-01-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

i've had it with computers. they're all fucked up. this freaking desktop is brand new, and supposed ot be top of the line, but i fucking dont know how to set up wireless internet aka LAN conenction to it. and my freaking laptop. fuck it. all my files. all my shit in it. and smthg crept into it, and now it's fucked up too. so basically, im suffering to the fucking max. ultimate frustration.

borders books

2005-01-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

wow wow wow!!! went down to SP to see the canoe polo match! think the guys' match was super duper ROAR!!!! ahaha. anyhow, went to borders, since they were having discounted prices!! got home not too long ago. yes yes. eunice! instead of buying one book each, we ended up buying a library of books. okok. not really. finally got the chance to purchase 'SPARTAN'.really been dying to read tt. anyhow,

the unfamiliar

2005-01-19T17:27:00.000+08:00

when i board a bus to go(hardly ever,usually the ka-ching cabs) or return home from school, i would se tons of familiar faces, pple from the jcs and secondary schools, pple that i used to be classmates with, pple whom i actually am able to strike up a conversation with. yet, these days, when im sitting alone, and the bus halts at those familiar stops, a line of strangers come aboard. nothing more

funny thing to think back on

2005-01-16T18:19:00.000+08:00

2nd entry of the day. dont normally make two entries in a day. anyhow, i dont know why i was thinking abt my daddy suddenly. maybe coz he jsut left last night for japan/korea/frisco/new zealand/guam. means he wont be home for roughly 2 weeks. yeps. awful long time, means we wld all have the bear the grunt of my mom's tempremental moments, countless mood swings, and crazy outbursts. i was thinking

stars and flies

2005-01-16T13:47:00.000+08:00

just felt like posting up some pictures. feeling bored. gonna bathe star now. arty-farty copyright my ass two monkeydoggs copyright my ass pooped out copyright my ass it's a dragonfly! not a flying fish! copyright my ass

now is as good a time as ever

2005-01-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

it has come to my realization that common tests are two weeks away, and i have alot of catching up to do. literally. im really trying my best to get into the mood of studying. really i am. actually paid attention during tutorial today, maybe it's coz it was a presentation by the class, but still, think shld adopt a new healthy lifestyle. eat healthy. think healthy. study healthy. must start

did i say band boys are cool? they're HOTT!!!!!!

2005-01-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

i am insane. hahahaa. shant elaborate the topic above. go figure. anyhow, friday potluck was wonky. half left for zouk!!! well ladies, pls send me the photos, yea? anyhow, saturday came and musikart arrived. it was eye candy heaven i tell you!!!! CUTE GUY OVERLOAD!!!omg, my heart was doing cartwheels!!!! every band that came on had at least one cute guy init. i was like, mouth agape, just

band boys are cool

2005-01-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

yes-sir-ree!!! came back from the last night of prayer from uncle 'teddy boy' house. u know what? one of his mateys from his band is prety gorgeous. noticed him at the funeral wake a few weeks back,ok i know i ought to be doing smthg more productive or be in a state of mourning but oh well, im young! and it was more a family reunion. had a wonderful new year's party at clara's. the food was

post-xmas & pre-new-year

2004-12-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

yuletide season is still ongoing pple, so spread the xmas cheer around somemore. why the good mood? i havent a clue. guess i've been sick, but now im feeling better, no more sore throat, just a hoarse voice. ooh sexaye babeh. ahahah. ok, wanna know the real reason who being so elated? coz my dad bought the love actually vcd original!(who needs pirates these days when the origs go for $14.90???)

wish i were dead

2004-12-23T01:52:00.000+08:00

i do. like right now. fighting off the two beasts at home. my brother and my mother. fuckers. anger is beyond expression. fuckers wanna fight me. unreasonable biatches. ROARR!!!! so fuck me.

fuck my internet

2004-12-17T01:41:00.000+08:00

fuck fuck fuck. bloody fucking iE is dysfunctioning once again, and im back to using Opera, lucky i didnt delete it. phew. but fuck it lar. urgh. exceptionally infuriated with the whole piece of metal clunk. grrrrr. ok, finally went for an amb tutorial(it was the first one, so yar, finally is actually not so final. dont think you get wwhat i mean.heck.) got PBL #2, and, i actually recognize

boards & blades

2004-12-12T02:01:00.000+08:00

my penchant for this old hobby has returned. first of all, i dont think my parents are ever gonna agree to letting me get another skateboard, their still paranoid about this accident i had when i was 3 or 4. yea, but i do hve a board of my own at home now, for the pass 9 years, and i cant understand why i suddenly want to pick up this hobby again, when im definitely better off roller-blading.

oddity

2004-12-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

help me!!! my body is rejecting all dairy products!! i've officially been deemed 'lactose intolerant'. yes, who the fuck becomes L.I. at this age? no one! precisely. and im the lover of cheese, though i hate the taste of milk, i love creamy stuff and the likes. and now, me, the queen of dairy(not to be confused with 'the dairy queen' outlets) have become allergic to the foods i thrive on. save my

it's fugly

2004-11-28T16:09:00.000+08:00

yes it is. i dont know, i was looking for my seahorse picutres(you know why) and than, *poof*, this site pops up, and so, being a tad bored, and curious, i clicked on it. and a detailed drawing of a woman's vaginal region was shown, ok, that's not so bad, bcoz we've seen this in our textbooks in secondary school. than. it said click on the other one for an upclose, so i stupidly triggered that

bangkok blast

2004-11-24T02:41:00.000+08:00

bAngkok. when you first set your eyes on the city skyline, you'll see buildings sprouting out from the dirty streets and congested highways. traffic is a killer, and you wouldn't want to be so close to the road anyway, as it's really smogged. but overall, despite the grime and dirt, it's a pretty interesting place. accoModAtion. originally, my mom planned for us to stay at the pathumwan princess

sway

2004-11-19T02:25:00.000+08:00

did i mention how unlucky i was at the dirving center? well u see, we're supposed to be the special batch, the 'virgin' batch to take the computerised test for basic theory, and guess what? the system breaks down. so we're forced to take the booklet test, and the results would only be made available in 2 weeks time, through the mail. that totally sucks. oh well, crossing my fingers and hope i

conservation

2004-11-15T04:33:00.000+08:00

save them!!!! copyright my ass browsed through the conservation degrees, and there's really cool attachments, more like field placement, u study from ur place of work, and the orang utan conservation project in sumatra rocks, so those a care center for distressed/orphaned/abused animals in africa. shites. their all good. man, must work hard....must suffer here for just a while longer......

university changes

2004-11-15T02:11:00.000+08:00

yes, i have revamped my ideas completely. i was looking forward at being a prospective student at texas a&m, but the results im getting wont exactly take me even half way there. yes. so i looked at somewhere nearby, somewhere that allows low-calibre scores to get in - and there were none. damnit. none tt's internationally recognized that is. my dad mentioned murdoch in perth, australia, but i

results

2004-11-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

below is my wondrously amazing october exam results. no, i dont wanna gloat about my less-than-average achievements, but look! i didnt fail anything, for once! and im elated, despite grabbing a cupful of C's and D's in the process. just satisfied with passing, ok? so from here on forth, i shall slowly work my way up the ladder. my goal for my diploma is to get at least 2 A's in the core module