'missed' opportunity

i havent studied anything 'cept for immunology since open house began till now. am i screwed or am i screwed? and im stil at chp 4 for immuno anyway. so not much progress. have no motivation. i fal asleep whenever i take out my notes to study. or i get distracted by a million other things. grrr. what am i to do with myself? im so determined to study, the drive is there, but the heart isnt. im starting to whine i know. but i cant help it. argh.

maybe im just not cut out for this.