one after another

yeps. shocking how i update pretty frequently these days. anyhow, went to church..and guess who i saW? everyone from my PY-P2 class....remember hilda hee? omg!!!i saw her!!!yea, after we drifted in like upper primary,when she got screened to a SAP school, and went to st nicks',she became this kinda stuck up bitch, and didnt wanna acknowledge our friendship.heck. but today, seeing her, i cldnt recognize her, but i so recognized her mom!!! her mom hasn't aged a day!!! so cool. but, as usual, ignored one another. maybe she forgot who i am. but i will always remember her as rena's best buddy on our early years. funny how a change in environment changes a person wholly. sad how once good friends can become strangers. oh well, the world is always changing, so i guess we gotta accept this as part and parcel of life. but it is sad to see someone u recognize,and yet, u know trying to rekindle the friendship would be impossible.or maybe not. i dont know how far this theory may be true, but, it goes smthg lyke this: " when we're all grown, and out in the workforce, we might be able to find those lost friends. thatis, if we hold a highly succesful or influential job, and earn the big bucks. yes. money and power wld bring old friends crawling bacl to you. " is is true? i have a feeling it is. but i can safely say that i wldnt undermine myself by inching my way back into the gd books of my enemies if they were so very rich. try to be happy with wad little we have. ok, not too little. enough for sustenance, lyke daily essentials:food,water,shelter, a little travelling and SHOPPING!! ahaha. im an ass.

omg..today is the most torturous day for me!!! im down with a hundred symptoms of everything. woke up in the morning and felt i had hundreds of lacerations in my throat(it can't be considered a sore throat,coz it really felt like scratches.ouch!),next came the incredibly watery runny-nose. *sniff*sniff*. then here it comes, the fever, and sneezes.whenever i sneezed,my throat wld hurt. but no one believed i had a sore throat,coz i didnt have a hoarse voice. fine! eventually mom believed me. right now, im having the most dizzying of headaches.and i havent a clue of why im staring at a computer screen,trying to decipher wad im typing,at the same time being irritated with the sound of the keyboard. urgh. and im the one typing. hence, im irritated with myself. shit. i dont think i can make it out of bed tmr. help. me.

im sick, but i hate going to the doctor's.so teachers..that is why i dont give u MCs. i hate going to the doctor, and if i do get forced to go..i dont take the medicine, coz it sucks. so why waste money,when u can self-medicate,by just sleeping at home? the only time i do go to the doctor's is to go for my checkups. appointments, dont have a choice. some of you wld know wad im talking abt.yes, i have an elderly disease. ahaha. had it since i was 5. or was it 6?well, doesnt make a difference. but im just glad that im normal.its not that severe, so hurrah! ok.i shall bid gd nite to all right now. wanna go attempt trying to do my ocomm stuff. gotta present on thurs!!!damn.im the first one. that sucks.