digression

i fear that stupidity is ingrained into me. yeps. most definitely. just as exams are round the corner, i hunger for tv programmes(more than my usual dosage,which is already an almost 24hr thing!) and the what-nots. sheeesh. i swear, some habits never change, or the resurface at the oddest of hours. im even reading fiction that i've read a thousand times before, just to please my straying mind.

this fever doesnt seem to be getting any better.oh well. excuse for me to sleep in the afternoon. i swear, when i arrive home, my body temp rockets to the ceiling. i can practically fry an egg on myself - not that im gonna do tt. highly unappetising.

oh. so u all wanna go eat out on friday, aights? but havent even confirmed the numbers, hurry up already! or just scrap it? isit too soon? too short notice? i dont know. sakae @ wheelock.

oooh, so i tried being polite by asking someone to come out with us on friday. guess wad i got in return? no answer to my question. totally no response. the person just turned the to speak to another person. just like that! and guess wad words came out of that 'wretched' mouth? "so wednesday we're having potluck.." like HELLO!!!! i asked u smthg here, if u want to make me aware that you're having a party, and that im not invited, than tell it to my face! i dont like roundabout shitbags. so what if u happen to read this? well, from past experience, ive gained more tact, which means i shant leave your fucking name behind. to save you the embarrassment. now, i doubt what i said in your defence. everyone seems to hate you so goddamn much, and i always wondered why. they said it was your face. just so 'kiam pa' (<-however u spell it.) and that your attitude stinks. but i was nice, i was like, "___ ain't all that bad, has good points too." whatever. i take back wadever i said. so the others were right. fuck it. whatever it is. now i know, never to trust the niceties of pple with the likes of you. btw, u still havet given me a reply. if it's a 'no', just tell me. my mind is in a flurry now thanks to avril lavigne and her poundingly annoying music, but im still pretty sane. so yea. i'll be waiting. most likely forever. or until i blow up one day. annoying bitch.

on a lighter note, ok, not really light, just crazily in like mode. havent seen/heard/spoken/contacted you in so long. wow. i just had to add it in. i guess time havent made the feelings fade, but i hope it would soon. coz it's so wrong. really it is. oh well. life is never sweet.

ooooh, i refuse to give up, im trying to order a backdated issue of a certain magazine, and it's only on ebay...and i dont own a charge account, so yea. darn it. i cant acquire anything. really love the person on the cover. yippee!!! and the article is like so info-packed. dont worry, it;s definitely NOT avril lavigne on the cover, coz that would be really gross. though her best song to date would be 'fall to pieces'. dont know which album it's ffrom, but it's docile and pleasant. and meaningful, in a way. oh my god!!! ahahahhaa. this girl at the avril concert sings worse thsan her!!!ahahaha. hilarious. ooh, and avril has become like a fat gay guy icon or smthg, coz there are tons of them in the crowd. gross. either that, or their football jocks who think she;s way cool. double gross factor. i've digressed greatly today. my whole life is based on digression. weird, aint it?

*valuable information: when a dog vomits, it's yellow(usually, depends on what it ate.) and if you dont clean it up for a few days, it turns bright green! cool. yeps, just found a circular patch unnder the camel chair. 'camel chair'. ahaha. the stories behind the names of my furniture at home. 'micheal jackson's key table', 'daddy' drawer', 'the altar', 'broken chair', and just tons more. been living in this home for too long i guess. 10 years. 10. wait...18-7=11. yeps, this marks the eleventh year ive been living in this house. from spick-n-span to trash-can. in just 11 long years. ahaha. ok, shall stop ranting, anyone wanna watch a super animated movie with stupid character names, but really good actors, aka, "Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow". come on pple, you've got gwyneth,jude and angelina in there!!!! im lame. oh well.. off i go. to die slowly, become a decrepit old lady whilst trying to concentrate on ipc - once again.