joycey has a little lamb....

yeps...just got my dear star(it's a bitch lar!) shaved bald! and she looks so adorable still. but maybe shldnt have given her injections today,now she's so tempremental. keeps on snapping at me. she has yeast infecion on her body and in her ears..i was so impressed with the vet,it's a lady btw, and she was so swift in her diagnosis. i wanna be like that. i aspire to be her one day. she's russian/french/canadian, coz she has a funny accent. very french in person,but russian over the phone. im insane. omg...aspirations...ambition, where does all that lead to? disappointment. yes. because i just dreamt last night that i had failed ipc, 20/100,how i knew the exact score,but it's the dream, so yea..and i got a letter of dismissal coz i failed physio again. it was so real...im shuddering in my undies right now. sheesh. im dreading the results. failing 1 subject would make me be held back an additional 6 months, and failing physio again wld lead to a dismissal. wad am i to do??? im in a lose-lose situation. *sigh*.