d.e.s.i.r.e.
from depths unknown
to lengths not yet perturbed,
i feel the lust,
eternal urge
a rush of blissful love
trying to find someone to caress
kisses that make me hunger for more
passion like a fire that never dies
rekindled at every dark turn in life
faith that rides along
ensuring me of something there
hope,
cherishing those moments forever
desire.
the strongest feeling of them all
desire,
what i want is you.


yeps...does it sound weird? suddenly came when im studying for ipc. fuck. wrong sort of chemistry i was aiming at. hah. maybe it's coz of what sean said last night. his 'desire' of sorts. oh well. i dont desire anything 'cept scoring good grades. seriously. desires, what are they? be them lustful, surreal, practical, we all have one, whether we admit it or not. i still am not used to the idea of studying. oooh!!! alvin, sorry i cldnt go down today. i didnt even go for my own training. im uber ill. and it sucks. i hate being sick. for one thing, i cant stop sneezing. and for the next, whenever i do sneeze...a dam breaks open and a river of snot flies everywhere. seriously. i need to like sit still,accompanied by a whole box of tissue. the fan kills me eyes,makes me sleepy, and the air-conditioner triggers my sneezes. sheesh. how am i going to survive a hot daY? thankfully, today is rather breezy. ok,zipping off once again. shld i stop blogging altogether? where did that come from? i'll still blog,coz i have such dull nights in my life. though presently,im typing in the day. whatever. im confused. ive succesfully managed to fuddle my brain up. *tweak*. nothing can repair it. my sentences dont have any connections. disjointed. links. not feeling in the right state of mind. bear with me. make it bare. aha. bear - roar!. okok. oh wait! bare - naked? right? whatever. puns. stupid. homonyms. stupid. ive lost my sense of english. is english a sense? yeps..the 7th sense. whatever. being lame. lame. e-lam. dont get it? than you're 'wols'. yes, i finally understood wols a few months ago. i guess i'm the tsewols of them all. heh. let's attepmt to write everything backwards.

'ayyeh!! m'i tsuj gnieb yrev emal ereh. lla i yllaer annaw od si peels, tub i t'nac zoc ev'i tog nommoc stset gnimoc pu noos. tinmad. m'i yllautca gnitteg etiuq doog ta siht. revetahw. eyb rof won. *sdnuos ekil emos ngierof egaugnal. heh. eheh. '