my sanity

staying at home is driving me to the brink of insanity. yeps. plus, the television i watch really leaves me deep in thought. just saw some re-run of 'touched by an angel', and it's weird. there's this holey-moley family, who has like so much faith in god, then there's a tragic accident of some sort, almost the entire family dies(talk about over-dramatized, but their a travelling singing family) except for a few survivors. so there's this guy, stuck in a coma for 3 entire yrs..and u know the flow of the show..the angels intervene, yadda-yadda. then, this coma guy's wife breaks out of her insanity, and realizes where she is(conincidence?) anyhow, she and her father-in-law have this big argument on whether they should let the coma guy go off life support, as he's braindead. then this guy's soul appears to monica and asks for her to tell them to shut down his life support. wtf? u know, that's considered mercy killing...switching off the machine. seriously, u should die naturqally right? then why is this 'holier-than-thou' show encouraging mercy killings? im very confused right now. plus, i have nothing better to do so yeps. so they 'unplugged' him, and after a while he dies. so actually, he was still alive, just tt his soul was tired of being stuck down here on miserable earth? im being morbid, but wtf?!?!!? it's true tt id rather die than be stuck on life support, giving my family some hope tt i might wake up one day. but seriously, if ur meant to die, just die. im uttering gibberish once again. stupid show. it actually made me feel sad. i hate shows tt make me sad. but i dont cry, so yes!!! im strong(and totally insensitive.heh) whatever. ooooh. happy! ipc was better than expected. yay. think i might do well, heck, it's a retest. screw it.



***my cousin has a new dog! it looks like a giant polar bear!!!