dropped

i was writing an extremely nasty view on the show nine lives, which i now find redundant to talk about. im too lazy to list down unhappiness with a tv show, when it's the unhappiness in life that is bothering me more. the exams are looming overhead once again. the same exams. i've taken them all before. i should be able to spot the questions by now, but i cant. i dont know what im studying. to make matters worse, the interview at nus today was, kinda disastrous. well, it doesnt sound as bad as it seemed. but they guy only wants one. or none. he doesnt have sufficient funding for us both. and im up against a smart-assed guy. im no match. he knew what the gibberish he was spouting actually meant, while the minimal asswipe comments i gave seemed feeble.whatever it is, i need a project n iap now, i dont wanna stay back an additional year jsut to live through some other person's mistake.

life is a dark cloud hanging over my head.