destiny's dynasty

are we all really leading predestined liveS? are we not open to choices? destiny..commonly known as fate, is wad most pple believe we posess. that our life has already been blueprinted out for us,no way out. i find it as absolutely gibberish. yes, our life may be leaning towards a certain path, but it is up to free will to pick which way we wld lyke to travel. how can those looney superstitious pple believe that fate is due retribution and other wrongdoings or good tidings that we've done? destiny. "leave it to destiny" - a phrase that i've heard multiple times,from many different pple. gullibles. no mind of their own. most pple who believe in fate r those who r either lovestruck or heartbroken or just purely leading dull lives. yes, stories and movies r all the more interesting when things lyke destiny and soulmates r inculcated into the plot, but in reality, the only soul mates we're gonna have r ourselves. human nature is such tt there wld always be temptation, and we cant live to love that one person forever if there isnt anything new or lively abt him/her. ok, maybe tt's my personal opinion, i prefer interesting,unpredictable pple compared to dull,lifeless souls, who have a routine. wad im trying to say is, supposing u have a dull partner, does it mean tt u have to travel down a boring path ur entire life?no... therefore, scrap the fate crap, and choose ur own way! yea! i mean, why suffer the wrath of smthg non-existent? ok. soul mates. wad exactly is a soul mate? ur lifelong love?a person u were maent to be with? if so, why cant ur soul mate be ur best friend, ur mom, or even ur pet dog? i mean, as long as u r close to the person, trust the person wholly,feel that there is an unwritten understanding btwn the two,doesnt tt mean u cld be soul mates? sometimes i sit and wonder; what happens to the pple who dont find their soul mates?r they unhappy? or wad if their nicely settled down, then they eventually realize tt someone else is their long-lost love, wld they drop everything and just run into the other person's arms? i dont know. love is such a funny and complicated topic, i daren't cross the barriers to get to it. i wld rather stay away from it, coz, in my eyes, i foresee that all love brings is trouble, heaps of it. is there anything wrong with me? yes. most definitely. but i dont hate myself for the lack of love. why should i? ok. thinking too much.lost for words again. sheesh, is there and english class tt i can attend in poly?coz, my english is going down the drain, and i didnt get an A for nothing u know!!! suxx. fuck lar. i still think that i totally in the wrong course. why the fuck did i follow ambition, instead of passion? but i just followed the old saying, "dont let ur heart lead the way, let ur brains do the thinking." yeps, or was it, "follow ur head not ur heart" or that vice-versa? nvm. wateva it is, i cant revert time, so just come with the tide. nvm. another story for another time. boring everyone (including myself) with all this trash talk. urgh.